But then I can't walk outside holding somebody's hand, as I'm followed everywhere," she says.
"When I was dating Rob, the public was the enemy—and that is no way to live.
that she is "like, so gay," the 26-year-old actress didn't mean to diminish the love they shared.
"I didn't talk about my first relationships that went public because I wanted things that are mine to be mine," she tells .
In 2013, Rob became reclusive and stopped wanting to film his family's reality show due to a weight gain, which he blamed on his split from singer Rita Ora after a year of dating in 2012.
After all, he’s a single father now who is still looking for his one true love.
It wasn't this grand statement, 'I was so confused! ' I have not been struggling."As for why she decided to come out publicly, she says, "It just seemed important, and topical."While many fans turned on Stewart after her breakup with Pattinson, she doesn't regret her time spent with the 30-year-old actor—or the film franchise that made them internationally known movie stars.